I know the one who this is for will never read it!
I am writing because I need it!
With you I shared my life
Dreaming of becoming your wife
To you I told my history
Now we are history!
The many nights I cried longing for your love
While you lay next to me with little distance
I knew God would not bless this relationship
BUT I put you before him!! In an instant!
Told you my life story and how my father was my first!
When you came into my life I thought God had lifted my curse!
Telling you all the things my father took from me, trusting I could let go
After all I took! Now you don't want me no mo!
The many ex girl friends I fought off trying to hold on to you!
I should have spent that time praying for my break thru!
Spending my days thinking of you, trying to be strong and bold!
Praying and at the same time giving up my soul!
I see now that I was trusting in the wrong thing!
I am glad you have cut my string!
I have become stronger and bolder over night!
I have finally gotten insight!
Yes for a good man I truly pray!
That you can honestly say you are one day!!
In the mean time I will fall
In love with God again who is my all!!
He holds all power and could not have allowed us to meet!
But thru my knowing you I have now fallen at his feet!
For the days I was crying out to you will be spent
Crying to the father for some strentgh
I pray to never give my all to a man again
Unless we are living right and can both say AMEN!!
**Rinabear- Thanks for the talks! You helped me more than I could ever say!
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